My Friend

My first time lover,
And my long time friend.
Wish I could find someone,
Like her in the end.

She's too good to be mine ,
And i know that's kinda fine.
With her hand in mine ,
And her trust going fine.

I hope everyday for the,
Love of my life.
Don't wanna die,
Other than by her side.

Quit the little booze,
I used to drink.
Stopped doing rounds ,
With the cameo device.

Changed the way,
I dressed and moved,
Hoping all these things ,
Would make her in the mood.

Down in her heart,
She's got a face.
That ain't mine,
To that thing am sure.

Still am her friend,
Wishing all for the best,
Even if my heart breaks ,
And can't mend.

Things never last,
The way they began.
The one on her min,
Would fade in the end.

If the end couldn't start,
With the start of the end.
I'd bend the rules ,
The way you'd recommend.

Waiting for the day,
To take her in the arms,
Hold her tight,
Kiss her in the eye.

Whisper in her ears,
The three words,
I never said,
"I LOVE YOU".